This is specifically for Michele Noonan

Michele,

I wish I could say what I want to say to you in a more private way, but I don't know how to do that. So if I am in any way overly embarrassing or humiliating you in any way please except my apology. If I knew of a better way to do this I would have done it.

I watched you almost every day for three months while you were in the BB house. I found you to be very intelligent, thoughtful and funny.  I don't cry easily but when you had your little breakdown in the have not  room you had me in tears.

In the time you were there I knew that if we had ever met in person that we would be friends. And that is why I am writing this.

I remember my Mom once telling me that if you could count your true friends on one hand that you would be lucky.  And she is right I can only count three people as true friends. So I place a value on friendship.

And friendship is all I want from you. I am not in love or even in lust with you.  I do find you physically attractive but I am much more interested in your mind. I want to get to now what is is like for you as your career grows.


First of all, I would like to find away to show you that I am not just some crazy obsessed fan or a stalker.  Can you think of some way that I can do that?  Then I would like to get to the point of exchanging emails on a regular basis.  And I hope eventually we will be able to talk on the phone.

But none of that can begin without your OK.  The next step is yours please email me at ocalarob@gmail.com or ocaladodger@yahoo.com and tell me how I can prove to you I am not crazy and that it would be OK to get to know each other.  Please give me a chance.

Thank you