Atheism Really?

I have been wanting to write a follow up to my "One God" blog. 
 
I began that one by pointing out that Penn Jillette stated that he was an 
atheist in his interview with Piers Morgan. 
 
After I wrote I believe there is only one God but many beliefs; I began to 
wonder how someone could  actually believe that God does not exsist.. 
 
I wonder is it really possible that people believe that? Is it really possible 
to believe that mankind just popped up one day out of  nowhere? 
 
 And then I guess they believe  we live however many years we live and then 
"Poof" we're nothing?  That last thought is my greatest fear; honestly. 
 
If that is truly what atheist believe then what is the reason we live? What 
would be the point to live? 
 
In my teens and early twenties I rarely  thought about God or the reason we are 
here. The older I get the more I think about it. 
 
There was a period of time after I realized that God exsisted that I was angry 
at God for making me disabled. Over time I began to be grateful for the 
disability. Yes, there are still moments in time when I am not so grateful for 
it, but that is part of my personal growth and development. 
 
My change of attitude towards my disability has helped to show me  that God has 
a reason for what God does.  And that has been my proof that there is a point 
and reason for my being  alive. 
 
I don't know my purpose in life but I know there is one and that is what keeps 
me going. 
 
If you truly believe there is no rhyme, reason or purpose to your live; then why 
are you here? 
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